Salah Sazali..

Salah Sazali..

Memang salah li.. memang semuanya salah li.. apa yang li tahu.. apa yang li rasa.. li memang bodoh.. li tak tau jaga hati orang.. li tahu naik marah saja.. li langsung tak tau fikir.. tak tau rasa dengan hati.. memang li tak boleh diharapkan.. apa yang baik, li hanya hancurkan saja.. jangan harapkan apa apa dengan li lagi.. li tahu bertanya saja.. tapi li langsung tak tau mencuba.. Maafkan li kerna kebodohan li.. maafkan li kerna kekurangan li yang tak dapat li ubah.. Maafkan li.. Li yang bersalah..

H.E.C.T.I.C.

hey blogster...

i'm gonna be busy this week, next week, the week after, and the week after next.. man... hectic giler seh.. got alotta stuff on mah head and got alotta stuff to do.. Suddenly i'm feeling da pressure.. ok ah it myte have came a lil late.. but i suddenly cant feel so carefree anymore.. Got presentations and exams coming up.. juggling GPA and flights along the way.. the day starts at 7 and ends at midnyte..

been missing out on alotta things... i jus wanna sit and stare at da wall for sometime.. jus to stop my mind from turning topsy turvy.. 4 weeks man.. let's get it over with...


*babester if you're reading this.. amishulycandybebeh~*



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Ku awali hariku dengan mendoakanmu agar kau slalu sihat dan bahagia di sana,
Sebelum kau melupakan ku lebih jauh, sebelum kau meninggal ku lebih jauh,
Ku tak pernah berharapkan kau merindukan keberadaan ku yang menyedihkan ini,
Ku hanya ingin bila kau melihatku kapanpun dimanapun hatimukan berkata seperti ini;
Pria inilah yang jatuh hati padamu, pria inilah yang kan slalu memuja mu,
Uhuh yeah.. Uhuh yeah.. begitu para rapper coba menghiburku..
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SSP... Seriously Silly People 

Gimme dat beat..

You know alotta things can happen when u get bored.. like really..

The past few days there were a few GPA trainings.. haha every training is fun ah. I mean with people like Najib,Jihad,Khai,Haddad, and Shamil.. u know there's crap around each and every corner.. ok.. make that each and every second.. realli man.. Izzati can get brain damage if we go on like this =p But so far so good..she's doing good with 6 mentally rosak guys.. Lemme give you some eg. of how crazy n sewel we can get.. :

.Haddad was showing Sham how those mexican clapper thingy can become a mouse trap, den he showed how da rat would be like biler kene trap.. macam cacat giler seh!! Macam baru kene pijak gitu wahaha!

.We were trying to get into da mood and were trying to get at least 5 seconds of silence but Najib being a lil songey dat day, he kept continuing anything which was said by anyone..like..criter dahbes tapi dier masih continue, joke dahbes tapi dier masih gelak.. mampos.. izzati terus pekik "!HAAAAAAALOOOOOOOOOOO!!!~" .....kan dah kene...

.Khai was playing with that mexican clapper..den he did one of those Chinese recital thingy and constantly clapping wif teh clapper.. u shd see his face and da way he does it wahahahah.. You belong to some Cina Loktang troupe =p

See how serious this can get..we really are a crazy bunch.. And this is only a slice of all da mischief and nonsense.. and i wonder how come we can get into finals with people like this =p.. i guess it all comes from the heart..

Anyway..yesterday's training was ok..but we really got alotta work to do.. Our current achievement is only "ok"..so we still got to work our butts off.. After training..we went sapedek at BK Penin, and Naz was telling us how tomboyish she was during sec sch.. minah giler.. den after that we went walking around Penin.. Sham bought a few stuff for his guitar. Jad bought a shaker, and me and him bought those t-shirts with da tip in a diff colour.. O we had such a hard time choosing coz Naz was simply a good hasty fashion consultant.. "No you shouldnt wear black.. no that colour is so eeww.. no that doesnt go wif your skin colour.. no that's too big for u.. no it doesnt go with your face.." Nasib baik kiter belik jugak seh baju..kalau tidak da shop owner komfim bingit seh hahaa.. After that..we went too Swee Lee Bras Basah.. then walked to Arab street and found this cool costume store.. me got a lil wacky with the headress.. you'll see.. then went for some shisha.. *Puff puff puff~* I think i got bored with it i'z practicaally trying every trick i could.. I bet if smoke could come outta mah ears the guys would run off haha!

So yeah..past few days were good.. and now i gotta study.. Cya Blogster..


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Di persembunyian aku menari,
Di persembunyian aku menyanyi,
Pejantan Tangguh..
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A day with an old friend.. 

Sang Singa Purba *it's morphin time!!* 

my last chance..

Sortie 13... Siva is giving me one last flight to prove myself..


It was hot at Seletar just now.. 33 degrees.. I was sweating lyka pig throught the circuits.. I could feel a sweat breaking thru my forehead.. and as I bank the aircraft for a base turn i could feel it trickle to my nose... Those were some intense moments up there. One time Siva faked me , saying there was a dog on da runway.. Bedek seh! Where got! and instead of executing a "Go-Around".. I went to look for that damn dog.. mana seh!! takda pon!! Terus kene maki.. =p

I feel good.. Like I was given another chance not only by Siva.. but by God too.. I knew that i ould only do my best up there and it is Him who determines whether i go thru or not.. And i guess... i guess.. my prayers are answered.. Thank you..

I've had a few things running thru my mind.. and i need to sort myself out.. There are things which needs to be changed.. Sometimes its not only material.. but it's what you have inside also that will determine yourself.. That spirit in you has to work.. and your bloody head needs to work together with it..

One tough week is about to past.. i'm looking forward to enjoying training later at the park with the Gremlins.. Kick some balls bebeh..


*Blogster.. i like you man.. you're strong =p *

this pain for pleasure..

Aish.. man this blog has been like on the "lost and found" corner for months.. finally the owner has the time to search for it and mend it back... i miss u blog.. sorry i left u alone and unkempt..


So much has happened since i left u there.. so much that i dont know where to start about yesterday.. but nevermind.. lets start anew blog.. u and me.. "Jangan jejak semalam lagi..."

Kay for a start..i had a bad morning.. had sortie 12 at 0900 hours.. man i really suck at take-off and landings.. cant even keep da aircraft straight on the runway line at take off.. but shit man those rudder pedals are friggin sensative.. one twitch and you're swerving to the side already... And then there's the final approach where u need to to maintain Centreline Aimpoint Aspect Speed.. all these four simultaneously.. fikiran seh!!! I did 9 landings.. those which i did myself macam nak crash landing seh..but the ones assisted by the instructor was much better man.. Sheesh.. i'm losing it..

"There's always pleasure in what we love to do.... or so.."

Sing Singa Purba got into da finals bebeh.. yeah it was sweet.. but now its back to da drawing board to prepare for finals.. its gonna be tough.. To me, all sch's did well.., it's gonna be a hard fought competition later in the finals.. the only prediction i have is that the top dogs would be between 4 certain schs which i won't mention coz kalau salah nanti paisey dok hahahaha.. But yeah.. s'gonna be a killa on that day so bring ur brains along if u wanna understand waddaheck these people doin on stage man.. For SSP ; i love u guys man.. we're playful and hardworking and thats suits me like candy for a baby =p

Ok blogster..i don't wanna say so much for my return.. and yes.. i'll try to update u again ok man.. Try not to dump u aside like i did last time..


~ So if you're lonely, You know i'm here waiting for you..
I'm just a crosshair, I'm just a shot away from you...
And if you leave here.. You leave me broken shattered alive..
I'm just a crosshair.. I'm just a shot..then we can die.. ~